I am new to Tumblr and I am pretty sure 80% of what she said is going to end up true! haha
I slept over at the Bach-Pad (Chris, Zac, Adams, and Nicks) last night and I got French press delivered in bed mmmm.

My mind isn’t as cloudy as it was this morning. I’m No shepherd, but am…What
This seems to be ending in a surprising twist
Black and white as they say
180° turn
But before I go on let me introduce you to Annie
Annie loves company
If only the rabbits, snakes, and her stars
The morning finds her and she will have this dream forever it seems
But time will find her eventually as her circle of loneliness continues
What would it take to wake up sleeping Annie
Things always seem to mutate her mirage
To influence her opulence
Too the finer things in life
We paint her bedroom walls a beautiful black with white specks, as we gaze in Annie’s telescope
She holds my hand as we gaze at Orion
It’s driving me wild
She seizes to be like Peter Pan
As we defeat caption hook with Wendy and Michael and little John
But are life’s are passing us by
But it is so incredibly hard to leave Never-Never-Land once your there
“O Annie your such a incredible adventure”
“Hold me my sweet dear sleeping Annie”
The truth is I love you
With every wonderful ounce of love that I possess
Were going to fly
Give me Tinker Bells dust
I want to fly
I guess defining me is defined through Annie
I was absent minded as my stars faded and as yours flourished
But just don’t be surprised when you get that letter
That says, “thank you, because you were the best thing that I needed”
As are life travels on I hope you will always be there in the back of my mind
To keep saying, “Hey look through my telescope and let’s go on an incredible journey to go see Peter Pan, Cinderella, Beauty and the beast, or the little mermaid”
Promise me we will meet again
Each day without you feels dire
All I know is I can’t wait forever Annie
O just to gaze through your telescope one more time would mean the world
O Annie, your magical telescope
50 things God promises you as you step into the world today :
He will go with you, sustain you, and strengthen you. (Psalm 89:21, 22)
You are His beloved, He believes in you. (Rom. 1:7)
He will be your confidence. (Prov. 3:21, 26)
He has set you apart from the world. (Psalm 4:3)
He will deliver you—no matter what. (Psalm 18:19)
He will increase you mightily. (Deut. 6:3)
He will hear you if you ask for help today. (Prov. 3:21)
Even if chaos abounds, you will experience perfect peace. (Isaiah 26:3)
The waters may rise; but they won’t overtake you. (Isaiah 43:2)
You do not labor in vain. (Isaiah 65:23)
He will reward you. (Psalm 18:20)
If you are called to wait on Him, you’re gonna be okay there. (Isaiah 30:18)
He will fill you when you need it—just like He always has. (Psalm 81:10)
Your barn is going to bust open with blessing. (Prov. 3:9-10)
You can’t imagine the mercy ahead. (Psalm 18:25)
You will have the things you need. (Psalm 34:9)
God will restore your soul. (Psalm 23:3)
You will keep going and not grow weary. (Isaiah 40:13)
Your words will extinguish anger. (Prov. 15:1)
You will find happiness as you share. (Prov. 14:21)
Your reward beyond today is heaven—wow! (Psalm 23:6)
If you mess up, He will abundantly pardon. (Isaiah 55:7)
If you are wise, you will win souls. (Prov. 11:30)
You’ve got blessings waiting around the corner. (Psalm 24:4-5)
He’ll guide you through the rough spots and help you do the right thing. (Psalm 25:9)
Your soul will be at ease amid the storm. (Psalm 25:12-13)
You’re stronger than you think—because He will strengthen your heart. (Psalm 27:14)
Angels are encamped around you. (Psalm 34:7)
The troubles of this day can’t stand up to His power. (Psalm 34:17)
You will experience supernatural peace. (Psalm 37:11)
He will be the order that covers your disorder. (Psalms 37:23-24)
He will deliver you from wicked, conspiring people around you. (Psalm 37:40)
His Spirit will teach you and fill your gaps. (John 14:26)
He will bless those who declare His name. (Psalm 89:15)
He will hold all the pieces of your life together. (Psalm 46:1)
He will keep you safe under His mighty wings. (Psalm 91:1)
Nothing needs to offend you today. His Spirit in you is bigger than all of that. (Psalm 119:165)
Carry on through sadness. He will replace your tears with joy. (Psalm 126:5)
He’s going to tame your doubt and fulfill that dream in your heart. (Psalm 37:4)
He will provide everything—He’s your need-filler. (Psalm 23:1)
Have confidence. He will make His words known to you. (Prov. 1:23)
Surrender your view of things and people—He will give you spiritual eyes. (Psalm 146:8)
If you seek Him, you will find Him. (2 Chronicles 15:2)
With each day, you are growing stronger and stronger. (Job 17:9)
He will pour out His Spirit on you. (Prov. 1:23)
God will put a new song in your mouth—and many will put their trust in Him. (Psalm 40:3)
He’s got wisdom ready for you to use. (Prov. 2:7)
You will lay down tonight and have sweet sleep. (Prov. 3:21)
He loves you to eternity and back. (Psalm 146:8)
His covenant of Love to you will never, ever fail. (Psalm 89:28)
In the beginning GOD!!!
Sometimes I speculate how my future wife will love this wondering mess. Man she is an amazing woman!!! The discovery of true love, not the type of love that sparks on a match, but a fire that smolders with no end in sight. A love that gives you your highest of highs and your lowest of lows. The silent unspoken fear on behalf of people is true love!!! Poets, artists, relating participants, people everywhere from 16 to 35 drinks are free!!! Love spills out like an overflowing cup. What a simple topic to trample, write, and blame citizens for. I know I don’t speak for all, but I know I speak for most. It’s a long walk finding a way to say “I love you” as well as an emotional trip at times. What difference am I maybe looking for? When we are in love we are intimate and reborn with a hyper electric current, but in deception we are broken into pieces.
Up somewhat early and going for a full breakfast with homemade pancakes with ice cream for a topping and tea instead of coffee, I knew something was off. I headed off to Ellis Park with an umbrella and my ipod. Putting on Andrew Belle with raw and well placed rhythmic guitar got me smiling. I’ve made it a long way in this journey, catching up with old friends and creating new ones. Just as quickly as the rain came, the sun came into view. Stepping aside to shade my eyes I put my glasses on with haste. What color of lens was I seeing? Did these colors really exist? A figure rode by me on her vintage bicycle, cloaked but brighter then the sun. She smiled with a gaze I can only describe as undesirable. What was this complex connection with this wondering traveler? What a time of confused messages we live in, fed by text messages and shadowed computer screens. Again what lens is this? What did we create? Looking back on the hours, months, and years the question arises what is real? Nobody cares about the individual, if you’re an individual you might as well not exist but a beautiful sunrise reminds us some days are not supposed to be spent alone. I smile as she rides into the romantic space ahead telling myself to reclaim my innocence and start over. It’s never too late to start over!